Sunday, September 27, 2009

kuch bhi toh nahin waisa ...

kuch bhi toh nahin waisa ...
jaisa tujhe socha tha
jitna tujhe chaha tha ...

socha tha tere lab par kuch har duaon ke
kuch phool wafaaon ke
mehakeinge meri khatir
kuch bhi toh nahin waisa jaisa tujhe socha tha

mehsoos ye hota hai dukh jhele thay jo ab tak
benaam musaafat mein
likhne ki mohbbat mein
padhne ki zaroorat mein
be_sood riazat thi
be_faiz ibaadat thi
jo khwab bhi dekhe thay inn jaglti aankhon ne
sab khaam khayyali thi

phir bhi tujhe pane ki dil ke kisi goushe mein
khwahish toh bachaa li thi
lekin tujhe pa kar bhi aur khud ko ganwa kar bhi
iss habs ke mausham ki khidki se hawa aayi
na phool se khushbu ki koi bhi sada aayi
ab neend hai aankhon mein
na dil mein woh pehli si taza sukhan aaraai
na lafz mere nikle na harf-o-maani ki
danish mere kaam aayi
nadeeda rafaqat mein jitni bhi aziyaat thi
sab mere hi naam aayi

kuch bhi toh nahin waisa
jaisa tujhe socha tha

No comments:

Post a Comment

wel come